It's really late and I'm watching NYC Prep for some reason and working on filling out applications (something I'm finally doing hooray). I don't really know why I'm watching this show, it's like the real housewives but worse because everyone is 15-18 and pretentious rich assholes. It's refreshing to know these people actually exist.

Anyway, COMPUTER PROGRAMMING. We took a benchmark this past week and I did horrible on it. Which is depressing, not too much, but I realized I had no idea what it was even talking about and I couldn't even b.s. my way through the short answer section because I didn't even know what it was asking me. That was interesting.

We are getting into the more gritty programming, coding, whatever part of the class and I'm nervous because I already know I'm not going to understand much. I'm crossing my fingers it will be ok though. Hopefully it won't be as bad as I'm making it out to be.

Tbh, I keep getting distracted by this episode. PC (18) is helping out Taylor who is 15 get into the higher class social scene and get invited to ALL THE AMAZING EVENTS and it is causing some tension between friend groups. Very scandalous.

It's so pathetic how I'm sucked into this. Oh well. I like the drama.

Also their parties are very high class in nice apartments and they sit on couches and talk about relationships. I would like to attend one of these cause the ones I go to seem very immature compared to these like GEEZ!

But then again I'm like older than all these people.