I was out like...all of last week, so idk really what was going on in class. I did go back and review everything we had went over and then do the assignments we had to answer though. It's just kinda weird coming back to school and having no idea whats going on. Because a week is...long, and coming to school on Friday I had no idea what was happening. It was just a big blur. So that was fun.

This project has been tedious just because the Photoshop I was using at my house is really slow since my brother has put like 50 viruses this past year on my dad's computer (which is the only one with Photoshop in the house besides my laptop...that still needs the charger replaced) and having that opened and the internet made it crash a few times. Even though my dad said he's done everything to clean the computer it's still ridiculously slow. Yet, my brother still insists on downloading stupid Minecraft skins from random sites because he's in sixth grade and doesn't understand what the blue screen of death is. He just turns off the computer and walks away, waiting to blame it on someone else.

But yeah, it took forever to do anything because everything was very much slow. And, I'm not a huge Photoshop person, cause the last time I worked with it, was about two years ago and meh I just don't care enough to try to learn it (This you can tell from seeing my edit, but whatcanyado).

Generally everything is bland at the moment...hooray. School has turned into my favorite thing possibly ever and I'm really on top of all my classes and make up work and college and essays and interviews and I hate everything.


Good thing I'm taking a year off....

Same.

Weekend Update with Seth Meyers:

I just finished watching The Walking Dead and I was yelling practically the whole way through so my throat is hurting just a little bit, but what can you do because that show is really good and I don't know how else to explain it I just love it ok ok ok.

And American Horror Story Asylum comes back on Wednesday I'm going to kill somebody. 

Also I thought Zayn retweeted me and I fell on the ground and started crying like who does that crazy people do that obviously I have a problem oh wait I already knew that what am I talking about it was to be expected.

This is the most accurate depiction of what I looked like (and it went from perfectly happy to this in about a span of maybe two seconds).

Lol I used a gif from skins which is one of my favorite shows ever whoops.

Also I want to go back and talk about Social Media and such again because that was my favorite, but this class has more than that so I just have to deal. The project we are doing now is ok, but part of it feels rushed, I don't know why, but it does. And I feel weird about this whole 50% off thing now if something is late, because sometimes I forget and I don't know I know that's not a valid excuse but sometimes it's not updated with stuff to do and I figure I'm good since I don't check it everyday then I get to class and log on and BAM there's something we were supposed to do cause it got put up the day before and I didn't check it that day, whine whine whine. Life.

And applications are due in like a month and I just have been putting it off because I'm so lazy and I don't want to do anything and stress and what if I took a year off but people always say that's such a horrible idea but sometimes it's good I don't know. Generally I just hate everything. All the time. 

Same Sid...same. 

Well, this past week was very meh. In general it was a big sigh and I didn't really know what to do about it. You know those weeks where it's like going through the motions

I'm like Buffy that one time she sang that one song during that one episode

I like the ad project we are doing right now. Kinda. Mostly I'm just amazed my group even said it was cool to do One Direction. Like when I turned around and said "Alright guys on a scale of one to one direction how ok are you with doing the project on 1d?" I was expecting them to laugh, cause I was making a joke. But then they agreed. So basically wut. I don't even know what my life is anymore to be honest.

I think it's annoying though to get permission for stuff though (meaning the pictures that we use for the photoshop part of the project because where am I supposed to find pictures of One Direction that I can easily have permission to use, they aren't like a soda, people don't take creative little hipster pictures of them because the only pictures we get of them are from the pap, interviews (so screen caps) and then sometimes fans but normally they are really bad quality of them walking by or they are pics with fans and I'm not using those obviously). When I'm on Tumblr and people have their edits of them, they didn't get permission to use that particular picture, they just did it because people honestly don't care. No one gets permission for anything, it's like music and how the government thought they were going to enforce laws to stop illegal downloading, because it's not happening...ever...ever ever. I don't get it. I mean, I get the whole principle of it, but really? No one asks for permission for anything anymore honestly. Mostly, I'm just peeved I have nothing to use for this edit I have to make and I made one before class and had it all prepared but I took pictures of them from their album cover and such because I thought...who cares? But no, I have to start all over and do something else.

Reasons why I'm a little bit angry.

Maybe I just don't have any respect for people's property. Oh well. 

Basically this is just me with my life right now, especially regarding not being able to use pictures.

I'm probably just going to have to use the 1d dolls and take some dumb picture on my own. This is what it's looking like and my group is side-eyeing me about it, but come on guys, chill out (I mean I did finish my portion I just didn't know I needed permission or whatever so hah). 

Maybe we could all just smile and remember that there are some beautiful things in the world.

like the fact that zayn and liam are totally-

oh you know...